{"id":652,"date":"2021-12-13T00:15:00","date_gmt":"2021-12-13T00:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/?p=652"},"modified":"2023-12-17T19:03:24","modified_gmt":"2023-12-17T19:03:24","slug":"insan-okur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/2021\/12\/13\/insan-okur\/","title":{"rendered":"“\u0130nsan okur…”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Okunan… Ama sadece canlar\u0131m\u0131za okunan bir hayata “hooop”<\/strong> diyebilme kayg\u0131s\u0131…<\/em><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

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\u00dczerini kitaplar\u0131yla donatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli, sapsar\u0131 1973 model vosvosunun sa\u011f arka kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n cam\u0131na b\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015f Vural<\/strong>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u0130nsan okur…”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7engelk\u00f6y’de biraz deniz kokusu almak… Biraz \u0130stanbul’un hayhuyundan uzakla\u015fmak… Arada bir iki bardak da \u00e7ay i\u00e7mek \u00fczere \u00c7\u0131naralt\u0131’na y\u00fcr\u00fcrken bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcyle kalakal\u0131yorum oldu\u011fum yerde…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ne \u015fimdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oysa birazdan onca insan\u0131n yine ayn\u0131 masada nas\u0131l sohbetsiz olabildi\u011fini…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine “ak\u0131ll\u0131”<\/strong> telefonlar\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f yak\u0131n bedenlerin zihinlerinde birbirlerine nas\u0131l uzakla\u015fabildi\u011fini…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine kitaps\u0131z bir hayata nas\u0131l tutsak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc h\u00fcz\u00fcnle bir kez daha  g\u00f6zlemleyecekken…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne bu \u015fimdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Tek ki\u015filik bir ordu”<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki ay \u00f6nce askerden geldi\u011finde, bo\u015f ge\u00e7irece\u011fi yaz aylar\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l verimli k\u0131labilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, akl\u0131na \u00f6nce kitaplar\u0131, sonra vosvosu gelmi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okuma \u00f6z\u00fcrl\u00fc bir hayat s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmekte olu\u015fumuzu g\u00fcc\u00fc yetti\u011fince fark ettirmek istemi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fclt\u00fcre, sanata katk\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kimi kurumlara, “siz de yard\u0131m edin isterseniz”<\/strong> demi\u015f Vural Y\u0131lmaz<\/strong>… Belki 28 ya\u015f\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcveniyle… Belki edebiyat \u00f6\u011fretmeni olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi nezaketle… Belki de hayat\u0131n i\u015fleyi\u015f kurgusuna hen\u00fcz v\u00e2k\u0131f olmaman\u0131n cesaretiyle…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“U\u011fur b\u00f6ce\u011fi \u015feklinde tasarlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir de r\u00f6mork ekleriz vosvosa, kentin en g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr yerlerinde kitaplar\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131r\u0131z insanlara” <\/strong>demi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama dedi\u011fiyle de kalm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimse k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 bile k\u0131p\u0131rdatmam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7aresiz kal\u0131nca kabu\u011funa \u00e7ekilmeyi sindirememi\u015f Vural… Ordulu olu\u015fundan m\u0131 nedir, “tek ki\u015filik bir ordu”<\/strong>yla \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ortaya… “<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vosvosunu tezgah olarak kullanmak \u00fczere, geleni ge\u00e7eni hayli bol, \u00c7engelk\u00f6y Kaptan-\u0131 Derya Seyit Ali Pa\u015fa Soka\u011f\u0131’ndaki \u00d6mer Efendi Camii ile otopark\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesindeki duvar\u0131n dibine park edip sermi\u015f kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcne…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Senden kald\u0131 m\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 evl\u00e2t?”<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcne dek kimselere vermeye k\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitaplar\u0131n\u0131, “insanlar\u0131n ilgi g\u00f6stermedi\u011fi bir i\u015fi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in annemden \u00f6z\u00fcr diliyorum!”<\/strong> notuyla payla\u015fm\u0131\u015f heyecanla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6\u011frencileriyle gezerken tesad\u00fcfen rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hep birlikte sokak i\u00e7inde yere oturup iki saatlik toplu okuma seans\u0131yla destek vermi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Senden kald\u0131 m\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 evl\u00e2t?”<\/strong> deyip boynuna sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fiyat soranlara, “ne verirseniz verin”<\/strong> deyince “d\u00f6rt-be\u015f bin lira zarar etmi\u015f ge\u00e7en ay… “Benim etim ne budum ne”<\/strong> diyen bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 hayretle izlerken:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ama olsun” <\/strong>diyor, “g\u00fczel insanlar tan\u0131yor mutlu oluyorum.”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Buray\u0131 satacak kitaplarla doldurup para kazanmay\u0131 da bilirim ama yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m… Edebi olanlar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kitap bulundurmayaca\u011f\u0131m burada” <\/strong>diyor…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Herman Melville<\/strong>‘i soruyorum… “Moby Dick’i (Beyaz Balina) okudun mu?”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenince Kaptan Ahab<\/strong>‘\u0131 anlat\u0131yorum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tayfalar\u0131na, her birinin yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n kendilerinden avlayacaklar\u0131 isperme\u00e7et balinalar\u0131n\u0131 bekledi\u011fini… Ya\u015fayabilmek i\u00e7in buna mecbur olduklar\u0131n\u0131… Art\u0131rabildikleri zamanlar\u0131nda hedeflerinin “beyaz balina” <\/strong>olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlatan Kaptan Ahab’\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini payla\u015f\u0131yorum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sa\u011fol abi” <\/strong>diyor i\u00e7tenlikle… “En k\u0131sa zamanda okuyaca\u011f\u0131m.”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Zaman\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funu okuyarak ge\u00e7iriyorum zaten” <\/strong>demeyi de ihmal etmiyor…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni e\u011fitim-\u00f6\u011fretim y\u0131l\u0131 i\u00e7in g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerini de s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyormu\u015f… Bakal\u0131m, edebiyat \u00f6\u011fretmenli\u011fini hangi \u00f6zel okulda devam ettirecek…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, “k\u0131smet” <\/strong>diyor…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben ise…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Vural’\u0131n \u00f6\u011frencileri bu \u2018kitaps\u0131z hayat\u2019ta ne kadar \u015fansl\u0131” <\/em>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesine dal\u0131p gidiyorum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okunan… Ama sadece canlar\u0131m\u0131za okunan bir hayatta, o \u015fans da ne kadar anlam ifade eden bir \u015fanssa art\u0131k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mehmet Y\u00fccel<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Zaman\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funu okuyarak ge\u00e7iriyorum zaten…”<\/mark><\/strong><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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“G\u00fczel insanlar tan\u0131yor mutlu oluyorum…”<\/mark><\/strong><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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“Buray\u0131 satacak kitaplarla doldurup para kazanmay\u0131 da bilirim ama yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m… Edebi olanlar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kitap bulundurmayaca\u011f\u0131m burada…”<\/mark><\/strong><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Okunan… Ama sadece canlar\u0131m\u0131za okunan bir hayata “hooop” diyebilme kayg\u0131s\u0131… \u00dczerini kitaplar\u0131yla donatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli, sapsar\u0131 1973 model vosvosunun sa\u011f arka kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n cam\u0131na b\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015f Vural: “\u0130nsan okur…” \u00c7engelk\u00f6y’de biraz deniz kokusu almak… Biraz \u0130stanbul’un hayhuyundan uzakla\u015fmak… Arada bir iki bardak da \u00e7ay i\u00e7mek \u00fczere \u00c7\u0131naralt\u0131’na y\u00fcr\u00fcrken bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcyle kalakal\u0131yorum oldu\u011fum yerde… Bu ne \u015fimdi? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":653,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=652"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":695,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/652\/revisions\/695"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=652"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=652"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mehmetyucel.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=652"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}